i feel like i needed a fresh start with this blogging thing. i'm not this happy, content person that everybody thinks that I am. there are so many individuals in my life that do nothing but take advantage of me. i am so tired of it. but do i dare say a thing? of course not. why piss somebody off when u don't have to? i contradict myself too often. i do things that i advise other ppl not to do. why? i have no clue. its easier to offer advice rather than actually follow it. even though i am pretty good at following my own at times. its just more simple more so on certain situations than it is on others.