It completely baffles me how just speaking to him lightens up my entire day. Cheesy, I know. But seriously. Everybody keeps telling me him being gone is really going to test our relationship. That it will either make it or break it. If anything I belive us being apart is only going to make us stronger. Its something neither of us has ever had to endure before, ever. Its only making us closer. Its so weird to look forward to a phone call and to checking the mail every single day as much as I do now. The nights are getting easier for me. I can sleep, just not too restfully. I'm getting there though. It'll all get better in time, right? *crosses fingers*
