I'm not for sure why I continue to write on this. I guess its a little refreshing to get everything out every once in a while. To get it out and that be it. No responses, no questions. Actually its quite nice. After a long, stressful day at work that is exactly what I need. That and a nice, long, hot shower. My headaches are back and I must say that they have come back with a vengeance. I'm going to have to go back to the doctor. What fun that will be. And how expensive those tests will be. Just what I need to look forward to, spending money that I don't have. But I really can't take much more of them. Having the same exact headache for 3 and 4 days at a time with absolutely no relief is no fun.

I'm anticipating so much for these next couple of months. I don't want to set my hopes up too high. Lord knows I do not want to be let down, but it is so hard not to do. I'm setting my sights to the future and what I know will be so great. I need a change more than anything at this moment.